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I opened my eyes again. I must have been asleep, there was no other option. Slowly I sat up and blinked to make my eyes get used to the light of the place I was in. I didn't need much time to adjust, and soon I saw the bright light and the mountainous environment I was lying in. I turned my head. The sky had a deep blue color, like I had never seen before. The trees were in various colors green, and again it was like I saw green for the first time. Everything seemed so different. The sun was bright, but it didn't hurt my eyes, not even when I looked straight at it. There was no sign of wind in the beautiful trees and the grass didn't move, st

Waking up in Vegas- Katy Perry parody. You gotta help me out I don't have any clue This is a myst'ry No offense, but was it you? I lost my self control, Wanna know who ate all. I didn't do it Would I've freaked if it'd have been me? You wanna get out And you don't want me to shout Don't be a baby Remember what  I said, hey! Oh yes I told you: you won't get away, now, That's what you get for eating all the bagels. Get up you little brat, go to your room now, That's what you get for eating all the bagels. I know these lights are bright Interrogation time I know your guilty Tell me why don't you give in. Won't get away

Locked Up. Wake up in a small space, everything is dark. Let me out here, let me battle, let me play in the park. I don't like it in here, and I scream and shout. But it doesn't really help 'cause you won't let me out. I'm stuck in this pokéball-ball I don't like this at all- all Keep tackling the wall-wall Then I try to use thunderbolt- bolt This prison will keep a hold- hold Stupid trainer it's your fault… Locked up, make it stop. Order you to open up That's right, imma fight till I see the sunlight. Tick tock on the clock Will the torture ever stop? O-o-o-oh, O-o-o-oh. 2x Please let me ask you a question, did I

The world's just one big messed up place where people do f*cking messed up stuff at the most messed up times. Why the hell do you think the world is full of messed up teenagers and our future will be messed up because of this messed up example? Right, because we f*cking can't stand to be alone and be different and say what we think!

I can't, I won't, pride is getting in my way. But all it is I want you to know, Is that I don't know what to say. About that I, again, have spoken, without thinking about the sound to make. And in that the truth forgotten, so I admit my huge mistake.

It's always too late to apologize, so how come we keep accepting. All I do seems to be sin, words always come out wrong. I don't see it anymore, the blackness takes over my sight. Things go blank and I speak, feeling an emptyness inside. Once again spoken, spoken without hearing. Then suddenly the sound of the wind, the rumbling of the thunder around me. And the silence of the night, whispering softly in my ear.

I can see you. You gotta help me, (- - - - -------) I am stuck, (- - -) I'm at the edge of falling. (- - - - - ---) Now please be serious! ( - - - - - -) No. (.) More. (.)   Fooling. (---) Now. (.) You gotta tell me. 'cause I can't see it. But there's one thing I know: your hard is beating. What's. It. Beating. For.

Lauren went to the toilet. I kept thinking. I really didn't want to live like this. I wanted to get away from the world. I wanted to close my eyes and never open them again. I picked up the big knife I was working with and put it against my throat. The Second dream I hesitated. I thought about my mom, and about Lesley. I thought about Lauren and her mother, and also about dancing. Was that enough to keep me here? I put the knife back on the table. It was. Logan and the bullies couldn't keep me from living, right. I continued working. Lauren returned and we finished the spaghetti. 'Hello, girls!' Kate called when she returned from her wal